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Sunday, October 21, 2007
Pine Island Presbyterian Church
I sure don’t remember the name Eutychus as one of the Bible characters I heard about in Sunday School nor do I remember it from seminary. But there he is in the book of Acts, sitting next to a window while listening to Paul preach. Paul carries on for a while, a looong while, and Eutychus falls asleep and then tragically falls out the window to his supposed death three stories below. Paul goes down to check on him and proclaims “do not be alarmed, for his life is in him” and then returns to his preaching.
I thought about the bulb resting before growth (see here) and Eutychus sleeping through the sermon. Neither is typically put before us as a model of upstanding and righteous faith ~ whatever that might be ~ but I’m venturing a guess more of us can relate to needing to rest or falling asleep during a sermon than we can to standing in front of a burning bush, giving birth at the age of 80 something, or traveling from country to country preaching the gospel. These obscure stories about little remembered and often un-named folk in scripture remind us that there’s room for us all, even if we don’t feel as if we have our act together.
Lately Christine has been inviting us to lean into the darkness and unknown, Lucy writes of unresolved grief, and Karla ponders living authentically with grief. I’m recalling an article I read several years ago entitled “The Freedom to be a Mess” (unfortunately I don’t remember the author nor the publication – maybe the title is enough of a message…) Perhaps all this has to do autumn, with this season of changing and dying, leaves falling from the trees, geese flying south, and fields becoming barren. It seems that in every direction I’m invited to let go, to surrender, to rest, to sleep – but hopefully not fall out of a window!, to stop trying to get it all figured out. So I’ll follow the way of the bulb that’s resting, of Eutychus who sleeps yet still receives grace, and see what lies ahead.
On the worship table, nestled in the basket, were these beauties:
This is the dried form of the “Money Plant” ~ it’s far lovelier in its dried form than when it’s fresh and growing. It’s a wonderful invitation to surrender to the innate processes of life for beauty to come forth, which sometimes comes late in the journey.
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